Simple Thoughts.... Complex Thinking..... In Search For An Answer
~* Saturday, April 16, 2005 *~
It is fucking 4:43 am in the morning! & you know what i am up doing... this sickening AMA project on deccentralization.. it is so gross.. this article i'm reading... urgh! i'm just gonna give up.. done enough research and info on the M-form structure.. if u even know what i'm talking about.
Well, today went great! I was at NUS doing some evangalism work for church! Yoo hoo!! A* for effort! It wasn't easy but yeah it sure feels good knowing that i'm doing something meaningful...
The exams are over but yeah i'm still stuck with the modified term.. life is a bore... with projects and all still ongoing... yucks!
Today's topic for reflection is on freedom...
Do we actually have that at all?
Come to think about it, we judge others in a split of a sec!
I'm sure others do the same..
Each of us have a role to play, a image that we have create for others about ourselves
but is that who we really are?
This question is stuck in my head..
Do we really have freedom of expression?
We are who we are but are we really who we are?
We have our beliefs, values, ideas, expectations.. etc etc etc..
This is a fine line on how much we really cross over from one side to the other
As we find meaning in our mixed up, confused, flickered perceptions of our reality.
This is not a solemn, mind u! *u know who i'm refering to*
but clouds of imagination together with mindful thinking...
"mindfulness".. a term learnt in my intelligence organization module
on being aware of ur thots... oh man! i'm applying what i've learnt!
So i get additional marks here?! haha
Here i intend to have the illusory freedom to say what i like and feel!
At this ungodly hour, i'm feeling great!
Because of the fact that I'm free,
free to do watever i want;
free from relationships;
free from parental control;
free from keeping my mouth shut;
free from myself;
Freedom to go on & on & on & on... but enough said!
Lastly, to end on a loving note:
"The bestowal of freedom is the bestowal of love. And only love can save the world." B'cos God loves the world... :D
Well, today went great! I was at NUS doing some evangalism work for church! Yoo hoo!! A* for effort! It wasn't easy but yeah it sure feels good knowing that i'm doing something meaningful...
The exams are over but yeah i'm still stuck with the modified term.. life is a bore... with projects and all still ongoing... yucks!
Today's topic for reflection is on freedom...
Do we actually have that at all?
Come to think about it, we judge others in a split of a sec!
I'm sure others do the same..
Each of us have a role to play, a image that we have create for others about ourselves
but is that who we really are?
This question is stuck in my head..
Do we really have freedom of expression?
We are who we are but are we really who we are?
We have our beliefs, values, ideas, expectations.. etc etc etc..
This is a fine line on how much we really cross over from one side to the other
As we find meaning in our mixed up, confused, flickered perceptions of our reality.
This is not a solemn, mind u! *u know who i'm refering to*
but clouds of imagination together with mindful thinking...
"mindfulness".. a term learnt in my intelligence organization module
on being aware of ur thots... oh man! i'm applying what i've learnt!
So i get additional marks here?! haha
Here i intend to have the illusory freedom to say what i like and feel!
At this ungodly hour, i'm feeling great!
Because of the fact that I'm free,
free to do watever i want;
free from relationships;
free from parental control;
free from keeping my mouth shut;
free from myself;
Freedom to go on & on & on & on... but enough said!
Lastly, to end on a loving note:
"The bestowal of freedom is the bestowal of love. And only love can save the world." B'cos God loves the world... :D
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