Today just had my Advance Management Accounting... similar to my prof teaching style.. the exam is mainly open-ended questions... no structure but can fit pretty much of everything under the topic if u can organize well... with 2 hr 30 mins... you know the usual cramming of all condense info you have studies over the last few weeks is vomitted back on paper.. where our grade is; our intelligence on the subject is defined... quantify... but that the reality of wat we students face... Not knowing how the prof is going to give u marks or whether... he is bias or not.. most of my academic life.. seems to be that you do better if the prof likes you or if you like the prof... some may say it's due to psychological effect.. u wanna do better if you like the prof and in turn the subject.. Well, everything can be psychological if you put it that way...
Yesterday was spent.. buried in books, in wandering thots (do u daydream more when u actually have work to do?!), in snacking the stress away, occasionally flicking on the TV, checking emails in case just in case there is something important (yeah rite!)...
You know it's my last week of my academic life as a full time student.. i hate to leave.. i hate to have to enter into adulthood.. to conquer a world full of realism, responsibilities, livelihood, money-mindedness (Literally!), politics.. into the school of hard knocks...
How i wish i can live my life of bliss... as a student.. with the flexibility of self-employed.. you are your own boss.. only having to answer to yourself if things goes wrong... but if u dun screw up too bad.. it is quite smooth sailing mainly... where money comes with an outstretch hand (But i also know this does not come easily.. so i do spend wisely).... where you can dream of what u may become one day.. with lots of hopes, aspirations because you are at the starting point where everything is possible... But these are quickly whiz away when the real life out there hits you.. when u can't get that dream job.. when money is running low... when things are that rosy... Life ain't a bed of roses.. haiz... welcome to the working world maddy....embrace it!
Life no Bed of Roses
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Yeah, it's great minds think alike!! :p Telepathy maybe?? How true, it's our last week being full-time students.. really sad.. it's like when u are studying, u hope to graduate soon n join the work force, be financially independent.. but when it really is going to happen, u hope it won't be so soon.. hmm.. contradicting life..
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