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Simple Thoughts.... Complex Thinking..... In Search For An Answer

~* Tuesday, June 14, 2005 *~

 
Sorry abt my yesterday outburst as seem from my last entry, many of you have been asking me wat happen but well it's just a moodswing which lasted like an hour the with some therapetic reading i'm doing fine... Thanks for your concern!


I have finally done and submited my internship report! Phew! I have finish packing my bag for my Malaysia trip.. heading to Seremban, I'll be staying at the
Royal Adelphi Hotel from wed to sat.. so won't be able to blog for the next few days... and i will have to do without my internet and msn and emails and surfing! I'm like an online creature having the need to go online for at least once everyday.. I guess it's my addiction. Not healthy!


I was talking to a close friend from Australia.. and we were talking about this gal whom i had a history with. He says i'm petty and should remain friend with her instead of letting it affect what we once have. Well, i have gotta over it, forgive and forget everything but then some friends come and go... I dun think it is worth my effort in trying to work things out and become like best friends again... because it'll never be the same again. Sighz... if only things were not that complicated. But one thing i cannot accept is betrayal... so i do not see a point..


There is this another friend whom i thot is one of my bestest friend but it turns out that when i needed help.. not anything big mind you... but the person just pretend that nothing happen and do not offer you any help.. Cheez.. disappointment... yeah but some times the true colours just comes out.. I mean your friend is not obligated to help you but yet at the same time you would expect the return of favours when you are in trouble.. expectations, but we do need to have that isn't it? am I being calculative? but if they can't see you thru SMALL little things then how can you count on them for the big ones... so i should be careful of who i allow into my heart..


I think it is part of human nature to evaluate our relationship with others... I do love my friends so it does hurt if they fall short of my expectations which i must say are kind of minimal... but i'll just go along with it.. B'cos.. me and my stupid soft-heartedness... but with caution.. dun wanna be made used of... it ain't nice!

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