Simple Thoughts.... Complex Thinking..... In Search For An Answer
~* Sunday, October 16, 2005 *~
wrote this while on my job.. doing one of the time when i finish my work and no other work to assigned to me.. so i seat down and did some reflection and some um.. complex thinking.. dunno if you agree.. read on:
During my holidays - Relaxed, well rested, fun loving
Before work - Enthusiastic, excited
When training commence - Friendly, cheerful and inquisitive
Job 1 - Comfortable, rusty, lots to learn
Job 2 - Uncomfortable, monotonous, deprived
Here on - I want a new life!
It’s ironic.. here I am at the start of work yet, I dun feel challenged. Things are so mundane. At the workplace, things are going very well work wise.. I am coping well with minor hick-ups inevitably. But it’s seems like a extremely slow progress to the “Big Bucks”. With many close buddies around me, however I dun get a chance to see them til dunno when, hence I’m missing dearly those brief moments of “stress-relief” sessions in the walkway, toilet, over lunch etc.
Being in such an industry I realized that I have to tone down a lot, to be trim and proper… To restrain myself when I have an urge to say something which are just crap, small talk.. I wonder why.. people dun seem to do that anymore… with some they break out into who’s who in office.. All about the job.. weird time stopping moments of slience which seem to last eternity. Well, I’ve just started hence I should not attempt to overly generalized my thoughts.
I thot I knew wat I wanted to do with my life, but things have seem to take a turn and it’s not as fruitful as I hope to be. My soul is possibly hanging in the balance as I debate within my head about life, work, friends, goals, dreams & things my future hold. I hold on to whatever’s left for me before one day I might sell off my soul to the corporate world, conforming to the human-made lifestyles of success which the world grip on with increasing chains of materialism. I fear the day when these chains will crush me…
This entire cycle of finding myself repeats again.. as I search deeper into my inner most thoughts.. as fickle as my heart is.. I seek the ideal life.. that is a constant struggle as I strive to be more perfectionistic in my views.
For working folks, here are some tips that I am trying to re-instill for better wok performance, just wanted to share them with you.
- Dun assume.. ask.. no matter wat!
- Study ur team.. adapt and take on the right work strategy
- Always do wat is RIGHT… smoking too much will make u feel like shit
- Sometimes just going with the flow is not too much a bad thing
- Talking down to ur surbordinate is bad... we are all human beings.. treat each other like one!
- Never set high expectations for others.. they will definitely fail to meet urs.. you will be disappointed.
During my holidays - Relaxed, well rested, fun loving
Before work - Enthusiastic, excited
When training commence - Friendly, cheerful and inquisitive
Job 1 - Comfortable, rusty, lots to learn
Job 2 - Uncomfortable, monotonous, deprived
Here on - I want a new life!
It’s ironic.. here I am at the start of work yet, I dun feel challenged. Things are so mundane. At the workplace, things are going very well work wise.. I am coping well with minor hick-ups inevitably. But it’s seems like a extremely slow progress to the “Big Bucks”. With many close buddies around me, however I dun get a chance to see them til dunno when, hence I’m missing dearly those brief moments of “stress-relief” sessions in the walkway, toilet, over lunch etc.
Being in such an industry I realized that I have to tone down a lot, to be trim and proper… To restrain myself when I have an urge to say something which are just crap, small talk.. I wonder why.. people dun seem to do that anymore… with some they break out into who’s who in office.. All about the job.. weird time stopping moments of slience which seem to last eternity. Well, I’ve just started hence I should not attempt to overly generalized my thoughts.
I thot I knew wat I wanted to do with my life, but things have seem to take a turn and it’s not as fruitful as I hope to be. My soul is possibly hanging in the balance as I debate within my head about life, work, friends, goals, dreams & things my future hold. I hold on to whatever’s left for me before one day I might sell off my soul to the corporate world, conforming to the human-made lifestyles of success which the world grip on with increasing chains of materialism. I fear the day when these chains will crush me…
This entire cycle of finding myself repeats again.. as I search deeper into my inner most thoughts.. as fickle as my heart is.. I seek the ideal life.. that is a constant struggle as I strive to be more perfectionistic in my views.
For working folks, here are some tips that I am trying to re-instill for better wok performance, just wanted to share them with you.
- Dun assume.. ask.. no matter wat!
- Study ur team.. adapt and take on the right work strategy
- Always do wat is RIGHT… smoking too much will make u feel like shit
- Sometimes just going with the flow is not too much a bad thing
- Talking down to ur surbordinate is bad... we are all human beings.. treat each other like one!
- Never set high expectations for others.. they will definitely fail to meet urs.. you will be disappointed.
2 Comments:
Hey, its not too bad considering you can actually go online and blog at work! There's no internet access at mine client's place.
Hope the weekend cheered you up a bit and you are recharged.Gym this sat?
Not really go online.. just typing it on a word document.. that's why some parts of it comes out so wierd..
Yeah i'm up for gym!! Sunflower free to join us?! :)
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