Just coming back from the holiday.. and i feel suffocated already. The trip didn't do me much justice... Too much going on for me to put it in one post. Just that now i really don't know how i should put it.. especially when being 'watched'... Be true to myself... i just need space to just get on with my own things...
These days are just moody... down... trying to get my engine started for work.. financial troubles and just doing lots of "me" time which i didn't have in a long long while....
Things are going to heat up in the next few days with a new job, x'mas coming up and next week new year with new year resolutions to plan...
Lots of things need to be done too... like work.. yes.. of cos... then like packing the stuff i bought.. I also still owe Ben his gift, sorry man... I'm guilty as charged! Gifts that I didn't buy for my friends when i came back.. luggage full and money restrained... it's another long long story... but I do love you all... but when travelling i sometimes think it's just to enjoy the trip.. so next time you're away.. Just don't bother abt me.. cos in S'pore.. you practically can get anything you want.. we're international!
With other "world saving" on my list which i haven't done... the "savior syndrome" they say... frankly now.. i hate some aspects of my life... with so much stuff in my hair..... around my neck.. I'm stifled and suffocating... next week on.. I'm totally packed, will be working late and all.. so don't need to ask me out..
P.S. Dearest Friends, let's not over-react... i'm fine.. just need an outlet to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!! and yes, i'm perfectly fine... and if i ever need to talk.. I will.. and trust me.. you might not wanna hear abt it ALL.....
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*huGz*
we havent catch up in quite awhile. So know you have another outlet here to SCREAM all you want, and i'll probably wont get too bored.
i think. hmm
then again maybe not.
hee ; p
i miss STEC205!
Hi Dude!!
How're you?! yeah i miss our times at sch... if i ever have time to complain.. i'll make sure i call ya.. haha... or SCREAM.. just make sure you can't retaliate.. :P
You take care and Jia you too! Merry X'mas and Happy New Year!:D
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