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A Bad Start to the New Year.. Chinese Calendar of Cos

Things have been going on a down hill for me eversince Chu 1.. here goes:

First day of CNY.. lost money at some causal gambling rounds.. i didn't think anything of it til now actually... then come day
Day 2.... Food poisoning... vomiting cum diahorrea... I even missed out on the CNY gathering with the Gang, thot i could join in the late night food munching, gambling, just making lots of ridiculous jokes and all... I act stuck up not wanting to go.. but i actually really missed not being able to go......
Day 3.... Barely eating right... sleeping and resting... still weak, tired and sick all day long... cooped up at home... hoping to recover quickly for work.. got wierd call last night.. woke up at 4am from a nightmare...
Day 4... Back to work... with queasy stomach.. feverish... and headache.. feelin' surreal all day.. faint.. barely making it til 5pm... cruz having bf problems.. confiding in me on the phone at work.. but dunno wat advice to give also...

I have decided that i've done my part for the day... throw in the towel... cannot make it already.. I did my part making it to work despite feeling better in the morning.. i told the A2 i'm helping that i cannot make it liaoz... need to make a move... but no compassion shown.. only a black cloudy face... ask this & that.. she usually quite nice one.. sudden change of attitude out of no where...I mean i'm trying my best ain't I! My mood then was in a topsy turby... should i be sad, revengeful, angry, or just guilt... it's my own downfall for not being able to finish my work.... seems to be all rolled into one horrible ball aimed at me....my brain already not working...

More coaching notes from a super detailed managers for sections i'm doing for the first time!! Wat a way to learn.... then everybody is busy yet i've so many questions.. really green ones... wat did ya expect... it's my first time doing it!! Yet i have to appear intelligent.. when i speak to client who just push me here and there.. cos nobody knows what i'm asking abt.. cos there are so many inter companies!!!!!! urgh!!!! If only sunflower and cranberrymist with me... they won't shun me for asking qns...I miss you gals....

Anyways, went down to the Doc, certified down with gastric flu... then heard that Cheryl's and Stan's R & B Event is cancelled... I was really sorry to hear abt that... so no more partying... and with 1 day MC.. that means i've gotta work later this week.. and friday got CG steamboat dinner at my place... sure work late lor! How?!?!?!?

Reach home to find out from Dad that Mom got into a minor accident... The stupid gal driver speeding, knock my mom while she was turning out of the carpark into the right lane.. I thank God that Mom is alright, not a scratch on her.. however, Gade isn't as perfect as he should be anymore... He got crashed in the left rear tyre and door... that means we've got to fixed both the back door body+door+rim+maybe even suspension! Woah!!!! And inspite of resting tomorrow.. looks like i've gotta accompany mom down to make a police report and get the car repairs done.... Plus i'm still up doing documentation for the work which i've just manage to get info on for today!!! So much for being on MC... which is for medical care = Rest.. and i ain't getting any...

I just feel the fire burning up my ass..... I'm entirely overwhelm with all these happenings.... lucky got some sweet someone in my life... made me home made cod fish porridge on Tues.. brought it to me from home... fetch me to and from work.. bring to the doctor today.. greeted me with yet another tumbler of home made pork cum dried scallop porridge... Awwww... sincerity + effort.. ++++ extra brownie points!!

So friends.. pls hold me in your prayers that i get well soon, that the car claims goes smoothly.. that i able to finish my work in time.. to make it home on friday for dinner.. and that I can lighten up... I feel so whiny and depress now... :(

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~* Thursday, February 02, 2006 *~ A Bad Start to the New Year.. Chinese Calendar of Cos Things have been going on a down hill for me eversince Chu 1.. here goes: First day of CNY.. lost money at some causal gambling rounds.. i didn't think anything of it til now actually... then come day Day 2.... Food poisoning... vomiting cum diahorrea... I even missed out on the CNY gathering with the Gang, thot i could join in the late night food munching, gambling, just making lots of ridiculous jokes and all... I act stuck up not wanting to go.. but i actually really missed not being able to go...... Day 3.... Barely eating right... sleeping and resting... still weak, tired and sick all day long... cooped up at home... hoping to recover quickly for work.. got wierd call last night.. woke up at 4am from a nightmare... Day 4... Back to work... with queasy stomach.. feverish... and headache.. feelin' surreal all day.. faint.. barely making it til 5pm... cruz having bf problems.. confiding in me on the phone at work.. but dunno wat advice to give also... I have decided that i've done my part for the day... throw in the towel... cannot make it already.. I did my part making it to work despite feeling better in the morning.. i told the A2 i'm helping that i cannot make it liaoz... need to make a move... but no compassion shown.. only a black cloudy face... ask this & that.. she usually quite nice one.. sudden change of attitude out of no where...I mean i'm trying my best ain't I! My mood then was in a topsy turby... should i be sad, revengeful, angry, or just guilt... it's my own downfall for not being able to finish my work.... seems to be all rolled into one horrible ball aimed at me....my brain already not working... More coaching notes from a super detailed managers for sections i'm doing for the first time!! Wat a way to learn.... then everybody is busy yet i've so many questions.. really green ones... wat did ya expect... it's my first time doing it!! Yet i have to appear intelligent.. when i speak to client who just push me here and there.. cos nobody knows what i'm asking abt.. cos there are so many inter companies!!!!!! urgh!!!! If only sunflower and cranberrymist with me... they won't shun me for asking qns...I miss you gals.... Anyways, went down to the Doc, certified down with gastric flu... then heard that Cheryl's and Stan's R & B Event is cancelled... I was really sorry to hear abt that... so no more partying... and with 1 day MC.. that means i've gotta work later this week.. and friday got CG steamboat dinner at my place... sure work late lor! How?!?!?!? Reach home to find out from Dad that Mom got into a minor accident... The stupid gal driver speeding, knock my mom while she was turning out of the carpark into the right lane.. I thank God that Mom is alright, not a scratch on her.. however, Gade isn't as perfect as he should be anymore... He got crashed in the left rear tyre and door... that means we've got to fixed both the back door body+door+rim+maybe even suspension! Woah!!!! And inspite of resting tomorrow.. looks like i've gotta accompany mom down to make a police report and get the car repairs done.... Plus i'm still up doing documentation for the work which i've just manage to get info on for today!!! So much for being on MC... which is for medical care = Rest.. and i ain't getting any... I just feel the fire burning up my ass..... I'm entirely overwhelm with all these happenings.... lucky got some sweet someone in my life... made me home made cod fish porridge on Tues.. brought it to me from home... fetch me to and from work.. bring to the doctor today.. greeted me with yet another tumbler of home made pork cum dried scallop porridge... Awwww... sincerity + effort.. ++++ extra brownie points!! So friends.. pls hold me in your prayers that i get well soon, that the car claims goes smoothly.. that i able to finish my work in time.. to make it home on friday for dinner.. and that I can lighten up... I feel so whiny and depress now... :( 2 Comments: At 12:42 AM, Anonymous said... Take good care of yourself,ok?? At 3:44 AM, Maddy said... Yeah.. Thanks gal!! I will... or esle someone esle will.. you know who right? haha... ;) Post a Comment << Home Maddy Colored their life at 1:01 AM	* My Profile * About Me Name: Maddy Location: Singapore View my complete profile ~* Quotes ~ Having a place to go - is a home. Having someone to love - is a family. Having both - is a blessing. - Donna Hedges ~ My Friends ~ Sunflower Cranberry Mist Williw Wombat Water Ripples Rednaxela Enchanting Love Lynche Bitchmoanwhine ~ Dailies ~ ~ Previous Posts *~ Loi Hei 2006!! Fai Ah!! Loi Hei aftermath... Entertainment from my Balloon Scuplting Ah May Ku ... Another close up.. with one eye open.. My new Baby Cousin Yawning... Rooney.. just came i... RnB Hip Hop Party.. Be there or Be Square! Rest At Last The Keys to Your HeartYou are attracted to those w... With my last ounce of energy... Me? Leader! Alright!!