Blogged down with work... out of the world mistakes made... sometimes wonder is it just me or all my friends are going through the same things?

When it's only a few days but you felt like you've been at it for years.. doing the same stuff over and over... making an effort to get it right when it comes crashing down on you...

Trying at best to give a decent reply when all the other side hears is incompetence... ignorance.. heck care.. just do for the sake of doing attitude which you don't recognize as yours...

Working thru' the night to finish your part.. due to delay of information from client... eating away at off work time... which no one notices...

Wonder why one simple application take ages to complete.. to get thru' and finally getting thru when the person is on leave......

At another gathering.. people say one thing but do another... acceptance is key but discuss on ways to change you.. love is unconditional when bad experiences has taught you otherwise.. when poking and nosing abt other life is abt accountability and closeness means everyone esle knows abt your private life.. contemplates whats happens and comes back like they know you better than you know yourself...

I want a simple life... but life is no longer simple...
I want to have true friends.. but it's hard to tell them apart...
I want to serve God.. but you must be willing to pay the price...
I want... when it's no longer about me...
My selfishness... verses Selflessness...
Things just ain't wat it seems.........................................................................................






























The day my life came to a standstill.........................................................................................................