Time Out

 

So much has happened over the week or weeks.. it really changed my life radically.... I just dunno where to start and yet dun think i'll be sharing abt it here for that matter...

Mixed feelings are evolve when emotions are stirred... it's hard to see clearly... the constant thinking and lack of sleep has also played on my health.. i'm still down with sore thoart and cough since sunday...

Life's a bitch but we all deal with it in our own ways... it's hard when u know that some times things are not in ur control or if someone seems to want to take control of urs... it ain't happening...

I really needed time to myself... to rethink and do further reflection... it just seems so surreal.. and all...

i'm really sad things had a bad turn... and i'm sorry if i ever caused any hurt... but at the same time i realise you can't be the good person and bad person at the same time.. you just need to decide and make a choice...

I hope things turn out for the better of all... and only time will tell.. for now... i'm a confused mess... and just trying to think abt wat's best...

it's a long walk and maybe perhaps a restart at one of the refreshment stations at this life's marathon... but i'll be pressing on... would be lying low for a while my friends... hope you understand...