Simple Thoughts.... Complex Thinking..... In Search For An Answer
~* Wednesday, August 09, 2006 *~
Tonight went rather okie.. met up to chill with good pal Alex.. he apparently just got his license and offered to take me for a spin... ended up in Yishun where so call biker and racers chicks and dudes hang out... Not much of a happening though... but good time catching up...
But I somehow feel that something isn't quite right... I miss Mr D.. I dunno why.. is it love? is it loneliness? Lust?.... I feel that i'm exploding inside with all these emotions and thots... that I can't express...... it's probably one sided anyways........ so heck... I'll probably be over it in a week..
I'm just searching..... for something more in my life....... it's a hard journey to take....... and yet i think i'm getting there...... A profound thot that I've realised.. from my maturity... from grace... and from time......
There is this excitement that i wished i could describe... of the things to come.. of the uncertainly.. or surprises... I just wonder wonder wonder... :D
But I somehow feel that something isn't quite right... I miss Mr D.. I dunno why.. is it love? is it loneliness? Lust?.... I feel that i'm exploding inside with all these emotions and thots... that I can't express...... it's probably one sided anyways........ so heck... I'll probably be over it in a week..
I'm just searching..... for something more in my life....... it's a hard journey to take....... and yet i think i'm getting there...... A profound thot that I've realised.. from my maturity... from grace... and from time......
There is this excitement that i wished i could describe... of the things to come.. of the uncertainly.. or surprises... I just wonder wonder wonder... :D
1 Comments:
I love this!
Yes, our lives are peppered with so many perhaps...but thx for being there- the certainty in the uncertainty:)
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