Up to Measure?

 

The weekend is here again and it been quite a roll! from meeting my beloved cruz to old sch mates to my babe.... tomorrow is Church and my little james birthday birthday... I feel so loved and fulfilled... Life is full circle....

I've went out with no intention to get anyting but bought my beauty products and a new little black dress... wonder if i shld wear it for X'mas or New Year?! lol....

When the rest of the world are comparing pay and job scope..... I dunno why it just doesn't seem as important to me.. not that it's not important..... But I do feel out of place sometimes in this world of ours...

As I crave for other intangibles such as job satifaction, friendly colleagues... nice client.. good TIC and a knowledgeable manager... and of cos a cool partner... a good job environment... at the same time I do wish the best for any friend even if they beat me or are better than me... no qualms abt it! and this post is in no way targeted at anyone... just the awkardness of myself when it comes to such conversations....

I embarrased to say that i don't feel the urge to ask able another's salary, their job details and just like to leave work aside on weekend... except the "juicy bits" of cos....

I guess maybe cos I'm not in search of a change in job... just another country; at the moment... am I just not competitive? I don't think so but perhaps i favour positive competition like knowing that doing my job well would show up in some way in my work done... maybe i'm just naive and stuff like this don't exist all the time in reality... but some say ignorance is bliss... and for me probably.. Focus is Key.. on the "right" things of cos...

Perhaps the inspirational talk given by this old partner who joined the firm since 1972 and it's his first and last job.. his life story and speech may have inspired me.... Quote "Our value increases Exponentially if we'll willing to stay here"... but I guess i need more time to evaluate...... But another Qn is that do i make the cut? or measure up? For now I just need to not think abt this...... cos the weekend is not yet over.. and it's time to lay back and relax...

Hope you all have a good weekend too! :D