Ready or Not?

 

A series of events has been happening in my life... there are just soo many things to think about... so many things to do.. so many uncertainty.......

Sometimes I just don't know if i'm ready........ ready to face a handful of painstaking.. heartwrenching.. blissful decisions in my life...

For the longest time I breeze thru life or esle just fumbled thru it...........

I'm at times overwhelmed... and sometimes... it's ac challenge to

- Wanna be everyone's best friend..... okie not everyone, but I do love each and everyone of ya
- Battles... we don't have to fight them all... n I'll pick mine....
- Help the whole world..... my strength is limited.........
- Need to uphold those commitment/responsibilities.. My resources are limited
- Try to give advice when I really don't know it all... Sorry if i offend anyone.. I just want the best for you...
- To try to be little Miss Perfect........... it's tiring.. it's draining... and I just wanna be love for the way i am...... FLAWED.......
- Find clothes to wear everyday at work... i'm sick of my wardrobe but I can't spend anymore..
- SAVE for Aussie........ when i've holidays(I need a break once in a while), outings out(I need a life), birthdays(My friends and family), celebrations, special occasions.. etc etc...

You know pple always say "Don't sweat the small stuff".......... I just hope to find a better way to cope with them... I'm doing okie at the moment but how can there be growth without any improvement?

How to make BIG decisions when these small stuff are still hanging....... But hey it's okie cos Life's full of Promises..... especially those from God........ and I Cling on to them dearly........ Cos I know it'll all turn out for GOOD..............................

I said a prayer for you today.. that you find your way... that you'll grow in your walk... that you'll find your true calling... you'll make the right choice and do the right thing... cos you're so much more...