Do you know what u want?

 

Today i was talking to my bro, talking about work, about cars, about my trip to Australia...
There are so many thing that i want.. take cars for instance.. a whole list of them came to my head.. with each comment i change my mind... About the job that i want in the future.. i'm open to new experiences but still undecided on wat.. Oh on guys as well.. this one is good this one is bad... haiz.. it's not a game!

My flicker mindedness has become more apparent.. to me..
Am i going to wonder thru life like this? No way!! Yet this fustration i have no clue to resolve..
just proof of what i'm trying to bring across...

My mind full of thoughts running thru' my head.. all rushing by.... yet i take pleasure in the mad rush to be occupied.. to participate..

To live a life of flickermindedness i would not allow.. but to be immerse in all these wondering thots... aha! Madness... so much for my name Maddy.. it fits perfectly ;)