Simple Thoughts.... Complex Thinking..... In Search For An Answer
~* Sunday, July 31, 2005 *~
Lately i'm been all but +ve..... when i think abt the things i've said.. the way i think... the things i wanna do (all i wanna do is stay at hm)... it just doesn't feel like the "SuperMaddy" me anymore.. I used to have the get up and go mentality.. now is just a.. "Um.. let me think abt it" mindset..
Wat's happening?! Maybe it's the jetlag.. some of my friends tell me.. or the time away from home.. but i've been back for 2 weeks alrdy! for goodness sake!
Well, i feel weathered and a certain type of steorotypical breeze of "You're on Holiday.. you deserve a break b4 starting work" has sweeped over me.. is this the way shld be? Wat happened to making full use of my holiday.. instead of bumping away infront of my well equipped tv with enough channels on cable to keep me entertained for hours on end.. happily contented to just lay back... i shouldn't be complaining but i am...
Yet my heartstrings are being pulled, can't decide yet and still hanging ard to see what's going on... social life is just comfy meeting up with my life dearest pple.. family life is stable with chat with mama & pops.. life is smooth.. too smooth.. so is all this -Ve or +Ve?
We spend most of our time and energy in a kind of horizontal thinking.
We move along the surface of things…[but] there are times when we stop.
We sit sill.
We lose ourselves in a pile of leaves or its memory.
We listen and breezes from a whole other world begin to whisper.
~ James Carroll
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