Big Changes

 

Everyone seems to be embarking on some new life.. where their life takes on a new path/turn.. some new that i heard this past few months:

- 3 friends holding their weddings end of this year
- A close gf leaving for a new job
- 1 friend getting engaged
- 2 church friend just proposed last weekend
- 2 friends heading off this year overseas to further studies
- A friend leaving for overseas to work there
- 1 that moved out to live on his own

Everyone is having some big event in their life... mine only gets as exciting as this: we fired our maid... so now i've do to housework.

This is a big thing for me, since i've always had a maid since young.. where i can't operate the washing machine or iron.. but now i'm learning bit by bit... already been doing my own laundry.. it's not something i'm proud of.. not knowing how to do household chores.. but enough said.

I look back at mine and wonder when i'll get the chance to live aboard.. i need to experience a new culture.. to change entirely.. get out of my comfort zone.. to just experience life..

Now life is just a routine of day to day work of learning mandane tasks... long long hours... pressure to ur neck.. and miserly pay that i can barely get by..

With no time and no money, life doesn't get any better with my CPA exam coming up on 4th May... studying while working... is a struggle...

Now with no time for anything.. hence blogging is pretty much a luxury now for me...

At least i know my life here on earth is temporary.. a passage way to prepare for eternity.. then why am i living life the way i do? if time is of essence... it's part of God's perfect plan.. one beyond me to apprehend...

I wish that i'll wake up from this surreal feeling of just doing things... to set my mind right and to just LIVE..