Simple Thoughts.... Complex Thinking..... In Search For An Answer
~* Wednesday, April 05, 2006 *~
The weeks is going great... but dunno why i'm still feeling so drained... wonder why? Yesterday i think i caught a cold or something.. felt terrible... so i'm on MC today.. had a well deserved rest at home...
But no doubt i accomplish quite a bit today... I had a rested sleep til 1pm.. feeling much better.. thanks..
I did laundry!.. and even cooking... not a big deal.. i mean it's just porridge.. but i mean i barely cook in my life; apart from BBQs and Home economics lessons during my "O" levels.. Sure beats doing research in office as i'm seconded to the Biz dev unit for the past 2 weeks.. it's just that i don't see much value to it.. then being the person's personal secretary..
You know i meet up with an old friend on monday... it went pretty well.. just doing the normal catching up.. but yet it made me realised alot of things.. like how i've changed.. how different we truely are... and it's like a walk down memory lane... it's like refinding myself and why we meet and why we are the way we are now... You know, there're some people in your life who will always be in it just because they're at the back of your mind now and then...
Now i feel that i've grown so much.. and so many changes in me.. mostly when i started work.. it can really make or break you.. my work is tough shit but i've glad that i'll be able to ride thru it and i know that i need to get thru this and i will get thru anything.. I don't want some easy going job which is from 9 -5pm, it's not abt the money.. it's abt wat i can gain out of it..
I've also have a realisation and i mostly talk about work and all abt work.. i guess it cos it takes up most of my time now.. and it's my main concerns that revolves ard my head and the upcoming exams... u see.. that's why i'm falling sick and in need of the long awaited break..
Meet up with Jeff and Kailing and we were talking abt his upcoming wedding.. Congrats!! it's a whole lot of preparations and at York Hotel.. Seems like i'm some mountain tortise.. it's the one behind Goodwood Park Hotel.. but why haven't i heard abt it?!?! I need to get out more!
Marriage.. it seems so far yet so near... we all earn to find that special someone.. the one that makes us whole.. for some it may be the right one.. the one we truly love.. or the one that's convenient.. or the one that we've know for our whole life... which one then would be "The One"? For Jeff at least... he had already made his choice... and i'm still finding out for myself...
Let's just hold on to this thot for tonight while we sleep.. it's good to have daydreams and imagine what life would be like in the future... hope i get some sweet dreams tonight.. Sleep tight Peeps!
But no doubt i accomplish quite a bit today... I had a rested sleep til 1pm.. feeling much better.. thanks..
I did laundry!.. and even cooking... not a big deal.. i mean it's just porridge.. but i mean i barely cook in my life; apart from BBQs and Home economics lessons during my "O" levels.. Sure beats doing research in office as i'm seconded to the Biz dev unit for the past 2 weeks.. it's just that i don't see much value to it.. then being the person's personal secretary..
You know i meet up with an old friend on monday... it went pretty well.. just doing the normal catching up.. but yet it made me realised alot of things.. like how i've changed.. how different we truely are... and it's like a walk down memory lane... it's like refinding myself and why we meet and why we are the way we are now... You know, there're some people in your life who will always be in it just because they're at the back of your mind now and then...
Now i feel that i've grown so much.. and so many changes in me.. mostly when i started work.. it can really make or break you.. my work is tough shit but i've glad that i'll be able to ride thru it and i know that i need to get thru this and i will get thru anything.. I don't want some easy going job which is from 9 -5pm, it's not abt the money.. it's abt wat i can gain out of it..
I've also have a realisation and i mostly talk about work and all abt work.. i guess it cos it takes up most of my time now.. and it's my main concerns that revolves ard my head and the upcoming exams... u see.. that's why i'm falling sick and in need of the long awaited break..
Meet up with Jeff and Kailing and we were talking abt his upcoming wedding.. Congrats!! it's a whole lot of preparations and at York Hotel.. Seems like i'm some mountain tortise.. it's the one behind Goodwood Park Hotel.. but why haven't i heard abt it?!?! I need to get out more!
Marriage.. it seems so far yet so near... we all earn to find that special someone.. the one that makes us whole.. for some it may be the right one.. the one we truly love.. or the one that's convenient.. or the one that we've know for our whole life... which one then would be "The One"? For Jeff at least... he had already made his choice... and i'm still finding out for myself...
Let's just hold on to this thot for tonight while we sleep.. it's good to have daydreams and imagine what life would be like in the future... hope i get some sweet dreams tonight.. Sleep tight Peeps!
1 Comments:
Maddy...you're also cooking...i better buck up:)
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