It's time to remember...

 

I wonder if it was true or it would just all go away........ I stared you in the eye with a longing breathe........ of the things which i could never say......... I wanna be true... I do.. yet I'm scared that it'll all go away..........

I just wanna be me......all laid out...... as transparent as an open book......... so that I know at the end of the day.... it'll not just be a fluke...

Some times when things don't go our way... we just need to keep the faith... that we'll all get there some day... some how and some way.....

Like how I've counted the friends whom i think are here to stay.. not too many.. not too few.. just sufficient to keep my thots at bay...

It's all a risk, of uncertainty.. of the future and where we would eventually be... but we all know deep in our hearts that God holds the Great Power that He'll turn things for our good.. come wat may...

A inner peace that I've cling to for my sole survival.. that brought me back to life.. at times i've seem to have forgotten that my life was not lived in vain.. for anyone, anything, any dream.. but for a greater purpose...... one far deeper than i can comprehend.........

I gathered my thots into one this night and hold it up and pray... that i'll never lose them along the way....