Unsettled Feeling

 

I'm still unable to catch any sleep... staying in bed all nite... trying to fall asleep for 4 hours then giving up and getting up to surf the net. Today is another day of work at the airport followed by "encounter weekend" at church... I'm doom! It's just my biological clock.. like i say.. spoil alrdy..

Many thots came to mind as i sleep tonite.. but i wonder why... i still think about u... as though i have something that i have to settle.. however i dun have a clue what it is... Yet i do not hav the power to talk to you... I wished i know what's bothering me... It is you or "Samurai Sword" or "my scandal" or "Mr you know who".. or just me, myself & I? I'm happy the way I am that i'm sure.. yet these thots stirred like a whirlpool in my head... anyway it's friday the 13th today.. haha...

Haiz.... if only i knew... if only i could just close my eyes and sleep... to be rescued away by my dreams... But instead.. i lie awake... getting up now to get ready to go out and start my day.. a day without any sleep...