Some People just.....

 

I guess most of u have alrdy heard of my complaints of my computer & internet problems.. but complaints will just be complaints... Just dun understand how some people can be so unhelpful.. so irritating.. so selfish... Goodness... u just wanna go & strangle them... asking them for help is like asking them to save the world.. I'm alrdy at my wits end.. i mean i try to do it myself alrdy.. but i'm just stuck.. i'm lost & all you do is just heck care.. oh man... i mean they just deserve to XXXXXX... i dun even dare say it...

Am i suppose to be calm... be disappointed.. be furious.. be watever.. that's why i tell you.. u can never rely on some people.. cos people fail you.. just have do everything urself.. but hey i'm no superman.. my knowledge, power, money & resources are limited... i mean if i can really do it myself I would lor.. Urgh!! Frustration.. Grace, Grace, Grace.. I pray to God for Grace...

I feel like a doormat to some people... just have to be nice.. all smiley.. pretend that everything is alrite.. but no it's not and yet i can't breathe a word... & when i do people think it is hyprocritical like i want them to treat me nicer.. etc etc.. but no.. i'm not asking for sympathy.. for anything.. u know times like these i just want some1 to listen... that's all...

I dun know people... when i shld keep my mouth shut.. when shld i rattle off... i'm just a a very feeling person.. so i guess.. it just all shows on my face most of the time... i'm trying to change.. cos it's really not conducive.. but damn! watever... i feel like i'm gonna to explode! Better get it out of my system before i really do... Argh!! Just wanna shout! Wanna XXXX....

Gotta work tomorrow.. hope i can get some rest with all this bottled up feelings inside of me.. must reach Suntec at 8am.. there is this event game at Carrefour that i'm helping out at.. It feels so shitty man...