We all have our "Bad Days"...

 

Last nite we had a sort of heavy nite.. thrashing out in our CG.. admitting to our "bad behavior", shortcomings, moodswings... most of us.. just going with the routine of life.. it all had become just doing for the sake of doing.. not purposeful anymore... we have iron out our obstacles and set things in motion... just that we have to be consistent.. which is not easy.. like the saying goes.. "It's easier to win 1st place, but it is harder to maintain it"...

I'm glad to say i'm finaly out of my moodswings now... all things are bright & cheery once again.. I'm back all giggly and more laidback.. it's nice to be back.. :)

My laptop is still getting it's treatment from "Benedict's Clinic" left it at his home so that he can fix it up.. i mean i'm a computer idiot.. Thanks for all the help man.. if not i'll still be struggling.. he is doing the operation of reformatting.. reinstalling the programs.. & backing up my messy bunch of files, music & pics.. Pics that take up most of the space of my memory.. wonder how i end up with so many in the first place...

Last few days i have also realized that i've been taking things so seriously.. like expecting so much from some pple.. weighing myself down with money matters... thinking about wat i shld/should have done.. I mean every little detail just upset me..

For instance, I went down to a certain CPA office last week to apply for the CPA program.. then one of their staff kindly explained to me everything but then i called up yesterday & they say that the closing date for exams end of this year is already over since 22nd June.. My goodness.. i was so upset cos i had to call up my Uncle whom i haven't talk to for 10years to ask him to be my charactor testimonial.. Getting the $$.. Getting my certs.. then now this? Wat a waste of my time... i mean.. all the trouble i went thru for nothing.. I told the person that better communication shld be needed so that this won't not happen again.. but she keep insisting that this is not possible! But i came back from Australia only on the 28th!! It's so plain that it's not something i heard by mistake or wat... Goodness... wat bad attitude! I mean... dun they dun wat it means to have good customer service.. u think i'm unreasonable or too free.. go & find fault with them.. come on! okie.. i'm still irritated by this.. but maybe next time if any of you wanna apply anything there... pls double confirm.. i dun want u all to be upset or disappointed with me..

Well that said.. i also accidentally forwarded some "link" to some wrong pple.. haha.. some of u all know it.. it's the gaydar one.. haha... can't believe it.. but i guess it's not something new.. have been circulating ard for a while alrdy...

So far i've decided to just really enjoy my holiday.. carefree.. to be relax and not worry or think so much.. it's really all uneccessary... no point getting down & affecting those ard me.. it's just not worth it.. We are forced to grow up & take charge, yes... but it is also important not to lose ourselves, our happiness in the process.. it is all about managing & mindset... those of u all who are working already.. just do ur best & we all have our "Bad Days" now & then.. dun be so hard on yourself.. dun forget to take time out for yourself(not too much).. if not you will definitely "burn out"...