In These Shoes

 

Yes.. haven't been updating my blog as regularly as b4.. I'm sorry.. My internet at home sucks.. it's has become a chore to even come online to get it updated! Oh man.. i miss having my own internet in my own room...

Had a wonderful day at Sentosa last sat.. invited 2 of my friend Kailing & Jeff alway for the Fantastic Race thingy.. sort of like amazing race but i mean the weather was Hot! Haha.. we sort of had our own games rules in the end.. driving ard instead of taking the bus.. long stop breaks for New Zealand Ice-cream & then Sakae Sushi for lunch.. & this "shifu" of mine totally cracks me up!! He made so many jokes that my stomack really hurts from laughing the whole day.. This great company has definitely helped me clear my "moodiness" I had been experiencing for the last few days.. it was bad...

Sunday i was super busy, went to church real early at 8:45am for bible study.. i mean when was the last time i had to get up so early!! haha.. then went to JB to choose my pic for my graduation portrait.. it wasn't that fantastic but hope the "digital touch-up" would make my trip worthwhile.. Back & then went to meet "The gang" for tim sum supper & then chill & "reski" later on...

Today I spent most of my day in bed.. trying to get as much sleep to cure my Big Eyebags.. it's back! then at nite went to have dinner with my friends.. one of them just started 1st day on his Job.. so we were sort of like celebrating it with him! :D

I've come clean.. with somebody today.. digging up skeletons in the closet.. it feels so good to just talk about everything and know that it's no longer your call... it really up to the person to accept you for who you are... i mean.. it's my past & all so it's really my problem.. & i'm over it! I've moved on and I know that I've learn and I'm no longer the way i'm used to be.. I mean if you are a true friend.. you would love me the way I am and not try to change me...

I'm not gonna plan for the future.. i really dun know wat to expect.. I can't make any promises either.. so i hav no expectations and just gonna take a chance & go along for the ride & see what comes my way...

I know that God is leading the way and He will not disappoint me.. so i'm just gonna be faithful and do my true calling watever it is one day.. I'm not gonna to just work and work for money.. to build up assets.. there has to be a good reason for watever i'm gonna to do... Be it full-time ministry or to be a CFO one day.. God will have the glory...

I wished life was this simple but many times it is not.. I wish i have the right words to say all the time.. but I dun.. I wish i would not have a care in the world but i have many... I wish i could seat back and really just enjoy this holiday but i gotta make full use of it.. I wish you could be in my shoes and experience wat it's like to be me.. cos there is no way i can fully express wat i'm feeling..

In These Shoes

These shoes are muddy, torned and tattered..
The blaze of the sun it battled..
Soon it'll be home to rest,
in the comfort of its nest..

Shoes that was there for the laughter
and also for the tears...
Shoes that would hide in the corner in fear,
But would also be shinning in its own gear...

These shoes have a story to tell..
of roads less taken..
That left stains and worned out soles..
Yet it was never thrown into the wash
to make it into something esle...

Cos these shoes have made it through..
Each time lacing itself up again & again..
For a brand new day...