Simple Thoughts.... Complex Thinking..... In Search For An Answer
~* Wednesday, November 29, 2006 *~
The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes. - Thomas Hardy
But I know I'll heal in time...... :)
Cos when i tried to start a conversation it's a mono word answer... called ya but no phone calls back... so better play my cards right.. once bitten twice shy.. not for revenge.. but just to save myself from another swollen wound...
Now it's mono word qns... and how shld i response? i dunno and i dare not try...... cos i do feel like a stranger in your world.. even though i tried... my best to be a friend...... your friend... just like you said how we'll always be.....
I fear the non-response.. and dunno wat to make of our friendship when you're just not there... believe me it hurts........ I have no ill intentions.... just at a loss of wat to do... just spare me the pain..
I pray that things turn out for the best............ watever God has in mind..... God Bless!
But I know I'll heal in time...... :)
Cos when i tried to start a conversation it's a mono word answer... called ya but no phone calls back... so better play my cards right.. once bitten twice shy.. not for revenge.. but just to save myself from another swollen wound...
Now it's mono word qns... and how shld i response? i dunno and i dare not try...... cos i do feel like a stranger in your world.. even though i tried... my best to be a friend...... your friend... just like you said how we'll always be.....
I fear the non-response.. and dunno wat to make of our friendship when you're just not there... believe me it hurts........ I have no ill intentions.... just at a loss of wat to do... just spare me the pain..
I pray that things turn out for the best............ watever God has in mind..... God Bless!
~* Monday, November 27, 2006 *~
This space has been pretty dead cos i would stare blankly and have nothing to write about that cos it's seems that Life is going well but nothing much that I really wanna blog about cos there just ain't time for me to sort out my thots to reflect once again on my life... with so much changes going on... I'm just blessed and glad that things are going so smoothly... no complains at all!
At my fav job... hehe... and just had some taiwanese family friends over so have been pretty busy showing them around... and my friends, been meeting up some here and there... church's great! Did i mention that i've got a breakthru and it's just been quite a road trip... Thank God for everything!! Time to hit the sack...
Life's a blast when
Friends and Family are close,
When you're no longer bothered abt the past
that came knocking unexpectedly at your door
The festive season just around the corner,
With X'mas Trees everywhere...
Tiredness seems more manageable when
You draw strenght from the Lord...
The day you realised that Life is no longer
Solely Yours...
Only then... you'll see a deeper truth...
of A life that I can call GREAT!...
~ Maddy
At my fav job... hehe... and just had some taiwanese family friends over so have been pretty busy showing them around... and my friends, been meeting up some here and there... church's great! Did i mention that i've got a breakthru and it's just been quite a road trip... Thank God for everything!! Time to hit the sack...
Life's a blast when
Friends and Family are close,
When you're no longer bothered abt the past
that came knocking unexpectedly at your door
The festive season just around the corner,
With X'mas Trees everywhere...
Tiredness seems more manageable when
You draw strenght from the Lord...
The day you realised that Life is no longer
Solely Yours...
Only then... you'll see a deeper truth...
of A life that I can call GREAT!...
~ Maddy
~* Tuesday, November 21, 2006 *~
not much pics of bride and groom cos their taken by professionals!! sooo... this album is mostly me me me... heh...
Pls click here... Alvin and Carol Wedding Pics
Pls click here... Alvin and Carol Wedding Pics
~* Monday, November 20, 2006 *~
The weekend is over.. just completed some backload of workfor my job... cos been soo busy last week...
My dear own brother just had his wedding on sat.. 18 nov 2006.. and it's was great!! several hiccups here and there which is inevitable... but I'm soo happy for him and Carol... the pics are still with the camera man cos i couldn't really take pics for them to prevent the pictures from being over exposed when taken twice... but i do have some pics but run into some trouble posting them... so will put it up in due time..
Some highlights for the Big Day:
- my brothere was soo excited that he forgot his bouquet...
- I was driver for the wedding car of the person designated was late
- I was also driver for the whole day.. it was tiring
- the bride and groom was fabulous... they look so great together
- went to art muesuem for picture taking
- I saw one of my exes when i was doing reception for the dinner
- I said a prayer for the couple... during dinner...
- my family was really happy especially my dad.. he even sang a song on stage
- most of my favourite relatives were there... it was wonderful...
- I'm really happy for my brother and glad that things went some wat smoothly and my efforts as "helper" for the day paid off
Life has been busy with its usual ups and downs... it's been such a mad rush that i don't even have time to have enough rest.. unlike most of you i have difficulty staying awake and functioning if i have less than 6 hrs of sleep....
It's way pass my bed time hence better get to bed really soon!!
My dear own brother just had his wedding on sat.. 18 nov 2006.. and it's was great!! several hiccups here and there which is inevitable... but I'm soo happy for him and Carol... the pics are still with the camera man cos i couldn't really take pics for them to prevent the pictures from being over exposed when taken twice... but i do have some pics but run into some trouble posting them... so will put it up in due time..
Some highlights for the Big Day:
- my brothere was soo excited that he forgot his bouquet...
- I was driver for the wedding car of the person designated was late
- I was also driver for the whole day.. it was tiring
- the bride and groom was fabulous... they look so great together
- went to art muesuem for picture taking
- I saw one of my exes when i was doing reception for the dinner
- I said a prayer for the couple... during dinner...
- my family was really happy especially my dad.. he even sang a song on stage
- most of my favourite relatives were there... it was wonderful...
- I'm really happy for my brother and glad that things went some wat smoothly and my efforts as "helper" for the day paid off
Life has been busy with its usual ups and downs... it's been such a mad rush that i don't even have time to have enough rest.. unlike most of you i have difficulty staying awake and functioning if i have less than 6 hrs of sleep....
It's way pass my bed time hence better get to bed really soon!!
~* Tuesday, November 07, 2006 *~
I've been packed to the max with one thing after another... but It's been a great week!! Starting to become a workaholic.. wierd thing is that I don't mind.. and yes even though i've tired and haven't had much time to rest... I'm getting into the rush.. haha... But it's been a intense week.. and brilliant.. weekend....... tired yes... but definitely worth the trouble.. :D
Brain dead from working til 11+pm... taking a break.... so pics mostly... I thank God for friends like these....
Brain dead from working til 11+pm... taking a break.... so pics mostly... I thank God for friends like these....
First was... Halloween Party 2006
Cool Cowboy Ride... with Ah boy!!
With an even cooler cowgirl passenger...keke...
Kim who looks virtually gone.. or is that his costume?!?! Just Kidding!!
How abt these Hot babes... Jan as "Hu Li Jing" - translated Fox Spirit... and Cheryl is the Hot Sch Gal... Wannabe...
Harley Davidson Launch... Mean Mean Machines...
My New Golden Cinderella Shoes....
Aaron's Overnight Birthday.. Surprise... Arh Min!! Stay Awake!!
With Chin Hao.. Yes.. The Hair... I know!! haha.. Philip's gone... to lala land...
Dinner @ TCC with my...
Favourite Babes.....
