It's time for change.... for the better

 

The storm has blown over.... Things are talked over and life goes on..
I'm very much better....

Cos at least I'm not roaming the streets in search of a new home...
The old one is still cosy and I'm hanging on......

I guess it's time for things to take a better turn....
I appreciate all of those even though miles away.....
Dropped me a little note...
Kept me company through those long long nights....

I sure miss you........

I'm good as gold and will be back home soon.... for the Dec break... see you soon!

Trapped....... in Between.....

 

I had a nightmare last night... I woke up in tears..... shaking all over.....
I was running and running all night........ from a wet, dark, rotting place....
All alone and terrified.......... I couldn't get out...... and when I called out, no one answered...
I went back to sleep again...... this time..... the same thing repeat......
I was trying to escape... out of a certain place... the whole night I was running.......

I wish right here right now.. I could turn things around that they would be fine somehow...
I wish we could take back our words said..... and every bad thing would go away...
But I know it is only in a moment... that things I would be back running again... cos
Somethings are just not meant to be.........

I now have to planned my new life..... a new start... a journey that I would rather not take...
Right now... can't this wait?......
I guess no... as my time is running out.........

S.A.D.

 

That's exactly how I'm feeling now... plus misery........ cos things ain't looking rosy anymore......
Wish it would not go this way..... and how things could be so different but they are not the way it's meant to be... cos of the incompatibility...........

I hope that you are well and not as upset and restless like me, with a deep sense of brokenness all swept inside of me...

The silence has been too long.. I might have gotten used to it sweet touch.. as there were too many a chance was given but it's all not taken....

Now when the numbness to a wounded heart has slowly creep in... this would perhaps give way to a better outcome in another way....

Where perhaps the rain would stop.. the sun would shine and the rainbow would fall.......