Simple Thoughts.... Complex Thinking..... In Search For An Answer
~* Saturday, July 28, 2007 *~
My Nephew Baby Ernest turns 3 months on 25th Jul'07 and counting.... some updates on his growth!!
Look at Him!! How fast he has grown..... and happily sleeping in his fav chair...
and yes... he sleeps with his mouth open....... just like me...... *blush*...... soooo adorable!!
Ernest in his cute jumper suit... looking fresh and clean from a diaper change...
He has these BIG "Precious Moment" eyes..... and I think he looks like a "Cabbage Patch Kid"... hehe..... I LOVE HIM....... just wanna pinch his cheeks all the time!!
Look at Him!! How fast he has grown..... and happily sleeping in his fav chair...
and yes... he sleeps with his mouth open....... just like me...... *blush*...... soooo adorable!!
Ernest in his cute jumper suit... looking fresh and clean from a diaper change...
He has these BIG "Precious Moment" eyes..... and I think he looks like a "Cabbage Patch Kid"... hehe..... I LOVE HIM....... just wanna pinch his cheeks all the time!!
Any resemblance?!?!?! lol....
~* Friday, July 27, 2007 *~
I sat on a bubble....... one big overwhelming one.......
One I thot was God sent......... BUT.......... to the many
That tried to knock sense into me...... it's all about.....
PATIENCE....... & i'll just have to wait another......say...
3 months??
All I wanted was for my bubble to last... at least for a while...... cos
a bubble bath once in a while... remind us that....
There is Hope....... where there is Dream......
A possibility when you're Willing.......
My bubble burst just b4 bedtime...... and now in
the starry starry night I shall lay my head........ gd nite all!
One I thot was God sent......... BUT.......... to the many
That tried to knock sense into me...... it's all about.....
PATIENCE....... & i'll just have to wait another......say...
3 months??
All I wanted was for my bubble to last... at least for a while...... cos
a bubble bath once in a while... remind us that....
There is Hope....... where there is Dream......
A possibility when you're Willing.......
My bubble burst just b4 bedtime...... and now in
the starry starry night I shall lay my head........ gd nite all!
~* Tuesday, July 24, 2007 *~
Life is soooo unpredictable..... things happening so fast......... fireworks splashed acrossed the skies of my life..... But yet it somehow feels sooo right... just becos I've started on the fairytale of my life...
Wat seems to be months passed so effortlessly like days.... a new love... a love that's real.. consistent.... one that made me feel worthy and respected.... special and sweet all at the same time...
It's not one of those fleeting romances.. based on shallow waters of uncertainty or passion... one that's much thot has been put..... much time and energy invested..... that is build on a foundation of observations..... from far far away.......
Yet I know that with this love.. I will not have to second-guess your intentions... or pend evaluations or pre-empt the objectives of long or short..... of knowing that I'll be taken care of...
It took a while to decipher... the truth from illusion... of rumours and facade.. of history and present...... all interwined..... it's been a journey of revelations of another soul... of something more than i've hoped for....... and now......
I'll just need to wait for ever after to come.......... and that's up to you........
A night to remember....
A drive on to a journey of self discovery and couplehood...
Sovil Titus - "Bu Zai Hu Tian Chang Di Jiu, Zi Zai Hu Ceng Jing Yong You"
My interpretation: "I just wanna cherish what we have now and not worry about the future, cos I have you"
Wat seems to be months passed so effortlessly like days.... a new love... a love that's real.. consistent.... one that made me feel worthy and respected.... special and sweet all at the same time...
It's not one of those fleeting romances.. based on shallow waters of uncertainty or passion... one that's much thot has been put..... much time and energy invested..... that is build on a foundation of observations..... from far far away.......
Yet I know that with this love.. I will not have to second-guess your intentions... or pend evaluations or pre-empt the objectives of long or short..... of knowing that I'll be taken care of...
It took a while to decipher... the truth from illusion... of rumours and facade.. of history and present...... all interwined..... it's been a journey of revelations of another soul... of something more than i've hoped for....... and now......
I'll just need to wait for ever after to come.......... and that's up to you........
First was my online surprise on 08 Mar'07
And displays of tealights of love....... many many many lined together...
A night to remember....
A drive on to a journey of self discovery and couplehood...
and to seal it all...... my gift of love.....
Sovil Titus - "Bu Zai Hu Tian Chang Di Jiu, Zi Zai Hu Ceng Jing Yong You"
My interpretation: "I just wanna cherish what we have now and not worry about the future, cos I have you"
And today I had a bad day...... cos people so cynical... of picking on ur littlest actions....
of not giving credit for trying to make things right...... sounding impatient and irritable
over the situation........ that unpolite speech and jumpy tonation...... that pierces me so deep..
I've never felt so demoralized........ever....... and i'm taking a break today........ cos....
I'm a professional and I will accomplish what I have to.... and this ain't gonna to break me..
It's just uncontrollable circumstances and conditions of the situation... that I'm caught in between
It'll pass........... and It won't leave a mark on my life...... cos seriously... it ain't worth it....
of not giving credit for trying to make things right...... sounding impatient and irritable
over the situation........ that unpolite speech and jumpy tonation...... that pierces me so deep..
I've never felt so demoralized........ever....... and i'm taking a break today........ cos....
I'm a professional and I will accomplish what I have to.... and this ain't gonna to break me..
It's just uncontrollable circumstances and conditions of the situation... that I'm caught in between
It'll pass........... and It won't leave a mark on my life...... cos seriously... it ain't worth it....
~* Wednesday, July 18, 2007 *~
~* Sunday, July 15, 2007 *~
I'm sorry for not posting any new posts these few weeks....... my life have been sweeping thru at the speed of a bullet train... not a sec left to stop.. think.. breathe........... of the exhilarating heart stomping beats that run through my head......
Mixed feelings... emotions... the past replayed over again as I picked my mind and heart....... however that could never beat... the sweet sweet smell....... of love once again..........
I thot I'll never love again..... I had to be convince....... however the tender touches seize me... yet once again... with one so patient... so kind... everything seems to hang in the balance of all tipsy turvy... in the starry starry night of uncertainty...... I crave these moments....... and immersed in it all....... I never want to let go.........
So much.... but I need a little more time..... to indulge.. to learn to trust..... to know you.......
In the meantime... let's just have a preview of more to come...
Mixed feelings... emotions... the past replayed over again as I picked my mind and heart....... however that could never beat... the sweet sweet smell....... of love once again..........
I thot I'll never love again..... I had to be convince....... however the tender touches seize me... yet once again... with one so patient... so kind... everything seems to hang in the balance of all tipsy turvy... in the starry starry night of uncertainty...... I crave these moments....... and immersed in it all....... I never want to let go.........
So much.... but I need a little more time..... to indulge.. to learn to trust..... to know you.......
In the meantime... let's just have a preview of more to come...
