Disappointment........

 

Just when you thot things were going your way.......... and they turn out that it's not your align expectation but taking you steps back....... it's been one big disappointment.......

One after another....... that it's no use talking or thinking cos somethings are just beyond your control...... and I can only look forward... taking things in my stride......... but anyway......

Who cares?...........

Maybe I shouldn't care anymore as well......... when you do less you won't expect more........

Is it just me? my life........ or just a wrong choice............

I just don't know..... I can only cling on or pick another....... let life unfold my future......

Maze..

 

Life seems to be like a maze... you run off from one point to another and eventually getting no where and wondering if i'm just running around in circles... getting no where...

I wake up to this new life... somewhat unknown... thinking of all the possibilities... the Hits.. and Misses....

Lost in the little bends and turns........... I'm just scared of getting lost and not being able to make my way out....

There are those I miss dearly..... and wish I could tell them personally...... but I can't.....

I just wish that I wasn't me and my life would pick up faster than this... and that some lights would shine thru and bring me to the end of the maze......