Simple Thoughts.... Complex Thinking..... In Search For An Answer
~* Sunday, April 29, 2007 *~
I start to lose the faith.....
I look at the world at the corner of my eye...
I hate it.......
and ALL that is in it.......
Cos I just want to throw in the towel...
I really wanna give up.......
When reality seeps in.......
You start to realise....
The things you thot you knew.....
were never true.....
Abt life, friendship, hope, love and work....
And DON'T ask me abt it...
I just wanna be left alone.........
Just wanted to let it out somehow....
I look at the world at the corner of my eye...
I hate it.......
and ALL that is in it.......
Cos I just want to throw in the towel...
I really wanna give up.......
When reality seeps in.......
You start to realise....
The things you thot you knew.....
were never true.....
Abt life, friendship, hope, love and work....
And DON'T ask me abt it...
I just wanna be left alone.........
Just wanted to let it out somehow....
~* Wednesday, April 25, 2007 *~
The past week saw a string of happy occasions one after another..........
First was Faith's birthday gathering on sat..... It's so fast another year have past....... it was small and cosy.. but girl.. we all share ur joy and laughter... Hope you had a good time.......
Monday was Merrill's farewell dinner.... things didn't go as planned and but i'm just glad to meet up with familiar faces...... and Yes.. we're planning to go HK to visit ya!!
Birthday Celebration with a special friend...... I'm glad u like my gifts..... I'm also happy and relief we cleared the air.... I just hope it you will remember what you said to me....... cos I wanna believe in you..... and this time I do...... Happy Birthday....... :)
My sister-in-law is going to give birth to my new Baby Nephew ERNEST!!! He'll be out by tomorrow (25th April)... and I wanna be there to welcome him to his world......... I wanna carry him and love him.......... I know i'm gonna to love him to bits................. I'm sooo sooo looking forward to it!
Last but not least.... My PR application to Aussie has started Processing!! Wooo Hoo!!!! one step closer to my australia dream.......... they actually sent me a confirmation email last week but I was too busy and only saw it this week....... silly me....... But hey hey......
Life couldn't be any better... when you learn to count your blessings... focusing on the good things in life........
First was Faith's birthday gathering on sat..... It's so fast another year have past....... it was small and cosy.. but girl.. we all share ur joy and laughter... Hope you had a good time.......
Monday was Merrill's farewell dinner.... things didn't go as planned and but i'm just glad to meet up with familiar faces...... and Yes.. we're planning to go HK to visit ya!!
Birthday Celebration with a special friend...... I'm glad u like my gifts..... I'm also happy and relief we cleared the air.... I just hope it you will remember what you said to me....... cos I wanna believe in you..... and this time I do...... Happy Birthday....... :)
My sister-in-law is going to give birth to my new Baby Nephew ERNEST!!! He'll be out by tomorrow (25th April)... and I wanna be there to welcome him to his world......... I wanna carry him and love him.......... I know i'm gonna to love him to bits................. I'm sooo sooo looking forward to it!
Last but not least.... My PR application to Aussie has started Processing!! Wooo Hoo!!!! one step closer to my australia dream.......... they actually sent me a confirmation email last week but I was too busy and only saw it this week....... silly me....... But hey hey......
Life couldn't be any better... when you learn to count your blessings... focusing on the good things in life........
~* Monday, April 23, 2007 *~
I've been hovering....... pondering.......... thinking........ abt this matter for the longest time.......
No matter how I try to avoid it..... it's just stuck in my head....... tough luck eh?...
The deadline is coming soon.....
I prayed abt it and it seems to me that the hardest thing to do..........
is always the one thing we can't avoid doing in the end...........
"God, grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. - Francis of Assisi"
And it's hard to admit to a decision, which I had made long ago...........
Cos it hurts...... oh man it hurts.........
So Indecisiveness is actually.............. a decision in itself........ isn't it?.......... irks..........
and til now...... I don't have a clue what i'm going to do.........
No matter how I try to avoid it..... it's just stuck in my head....... tough luck eh?...
The deadline is coming soon.....
I prayed abt it and it seems to me that the hardest thing to do..........
is always the one thing we can't avoid doing in the end...........
"God, grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. - Francis of Assisi"
And it's hard to admit to a decision, which I had made long ago...........
Cos it hurts...... oh man it hurts.........
So Indecisiveness is actually.............. a decision in itself........ isn't it?.......... irks..........
and til now...... I don't have a clue what i'm going to do.........
~* Saturday, April 14, 2007 *~
My girlfriend whom I know for 12 year just gotten married..... and how could i not share those happy moments.. congrats Girl......... I wish you and Jing Liang both a blessed marriage!! :D
Ta Da.... Pingz at her Best..... The Bride is always the Prettiest.......
The Jie Mei Troupe... Yuzhen, Junz and Myself!
This is the Liu family's sweetest cutest person.. Sommer... she won cutest baby award for a
"Toys R Us"competition in M'sia!
And of cos the Bride in her pink sexy Cheong Sum...
Today i finally understood wat it meant by satisfaction.... In this week alone..
I felt that I did more than what was on my plate... under unforseeable circumstances...
In my line... everything some how comes to you at the last min...... and
inevitable events such as my computer crashing as per my previous post..... just happens..
Yet I manage to accomplished wat i had intended to....... at a very tight deadline
I was happy with my progress.. that i contributed in my own ways in improving how
certain things was presented..... I was proud of my work.... for the first time...... : )
The going is tough no doubt.... the late nights...... the long hours.......
We meet pple we don't like....... we meet pple we like...... even
Pple whom we thot we knew but turn out eitherwise............
The peaks and falls....... you do well in some and fail in others..... It's not always
this smooth sailing.......... and that's not a bet!
But I felt that I've learnt alot this week.... about my work...
"Happiness includes chiefly the idea of satisfaction after full honest effort. No one can possibly be satisfied and no one can be happy who feels that in some paramount affairs he failed to take up the challenge of life. - Enoch Arnold Bennett "
About myself....... the week has been good..... by the Grace of God...
I do enjoy a challenge once in a whle....
I feel like i'm slowly losing "myself"............ evolving yet again into another positive self......
the one which was missing for the longest time....
Tonight was a late late night at work........... after which i meet up with a good friend for
a good chat...... at the same time.. bumping into long lost friends which was a pleasant surprise.....
During the week, a good talk with that dear friends.. managed to clear some smoke in the air......
I just hope things will goes well cos most of the time it's really not in our own hands.....
Sweet conversations also helped the week pass faster......... easier........ it's nice to know
that you're a call away........and i just wanna wonder wonder wonder...........
It's the weekend......... and I just know it's going to be Great.......
Not cos life is a bed of roses..... just becos i understood.........
a little more...... abt things... about life...... about me and those ard.....
I felt that I did more than what was on my plate... under unforseeable circumstances...
In my line... everything some how comes to you at the last min...... and
inevitable events such as my computer crashing as per my previous post..... just happens..
Yet I manage to accomplished wat i had intended to....... at a very tight deadline
I was happy with my progress.. that i contributed in my own ways in improving how
certain things was presented..... I was proud of my work.... for the first time...... : )
The going is tough no doubt.... the late nights...... the long hours.......
We meet pple we don't like....... we meet pple we like...... even
Pple whom we thot we knew but turn out eitherwise............
The peaks and falls....... you do well in some and fail in others..... It's not always
this smooth sailing.......... and that's not a bet!
But I felt that I've learnt alot this week.... about my work...
"Happiness includes chiefly the idea of satisfaction after full honest effort. No one can possibly be satisfied and no one can be happy who feels that in some paramount affairs he failed to take up the challenge of life. - Enoch Arnold Bennett "
About myself....... the week has been good..... by the Grace of God...
I do enjoy a challenge once in a whle....
I feel like i'm slowly losing "myself"............ evolving yet again into another positive self......
the one which was missing for the longest time....
Tonight was a late late night at work........... after which i meet up with a good friend for
a good chat...... at the same time.. bumping into long lost friends which was a pleasant surprise.....
During the week, a good talk with that dear friends.. managed to clear some smoke in the air......
I just hope things will goes well cos most of the time it's really not in our own hands.....
Sweet conversations also helped the week pass faster......... easier........ it's nice to know
that you're a call away........and i just wanna wonder wonder wonder...........
It's the weekend......... and I just know it's going to be Great.......
Not cos life is a bed of roses..... just becos i understood.........
a little more...... abt things... about life...... about me and those ard.....
~* Wednesday, April 11, 2007 *~
When everything that can go wrong actually does....... and it goes in the following sequence..
First thing early morning lappy crashed.......... big time.....
Then stocktake meeting only to find out that might need to head down client's place on sat...
Lappy still down.. and massive work and time in savaging all the impt data.. and of cos my pics which i didn't back up!!!!
I lost some cos its corrupted....... and some are the only copies i hav on this lappy.. and it's gone.. all the memories lost... perhaps it's for a good reason....... hm.......
then met up with my ladies for lunch.. I had a great time.... even for that very hr.... I felt like my load have been lifted......
By the time i head down to client and start work was time to go home...... as I frantically tried to balance my balance sheet.....
Manager calls...... diaoz.......... only to set his expectation by telling him that my lappy was down all day...... Now i only need the GTS charge code..... anyone knows?!?!
Came back home and had good company along the way..... every cloud has a sliver lining... now I believe....... keke......
Up late yet another night...... my neck still sprain from the fall I had from blading.. my palms bruised from trying to break my fall last night.....
Everything has been going wrong but I'm grateful for the many little small things..... that made my day... :D
First thing early morning lappy crashed.......... big time.....
Then stocktake meeting only to find out that might need to head down client's place on sat...
Lappy still down.. and massive work and time in savaging all the impt data.. and of cos my pics which i didn't back up!!!!
I lost some cos its corrupted....... and some are the only copies i hav on this lappy.. and it's gone.. all the memories lost... perhaps it's for a good reason....... hm.......
then met up with my ladies for lunch.. I had a great time.... even for that very hr.... I felt like my load have been lifted......
By the time i head down to client and start work was time to go home...... as I frantically tried to balance my balance sheet.....
Manager calls...... diaoz.......... only to set his expectation by telling him that my lappy was down all day...... Now i only need the GTS charge code..... anyone knows?!?!
Came back home and had good company along the way..... every cloud has a sliver lining... now I believe....... keke......
Up late yet another night...... my neck still sprain from the fall I had from blading.. my palms bruised from trying to break my fall last night.....
Everything has been going wrong but I'm grateful for the many little small things..... that made my day... :D
~* Thursday, April 05, 2007 *~
is finally... here..... $70 Bucks... Crap!
So........... if you know how to "be a person"..... you know what to do right? ; )
So........... if you know how to "be a person"..... you know what to do right? ; )
~* Sunday, April 01, 2007 *~
