My party party party birthday party....

 

the rollin good times...

Pretty feet...

And introducing my hot guys...

Boy... Up and rising celeb in the making...

The China man.. Jap wannabe.. I was perhaps trying too hard...

Stan... Mr Banker...
Can't do without babes either right? Cheryl and Sheryo... lol..
Up close and personal...
Three "O"

Maddy Birthday Part 2... Long Overdue....

 

First on the list.. was celebratory salmon salad dish.. not exactly festive but I love smoke salmon and yesh... it's all good and healthy!!

Plus warm yummy chocolate cake from cedele... heaven... oh heavenly...

Pizza yet again.. but this time from california pizza, but this time.. there my famous potatoe boat and get this right... home made creme brulee........ from our very own chef Junz.... at Ping's new place...

Last but not least... nothing could be better than authentic chinese cuisine at "Pu Tien"... I love their Loy Mee, their soft silky tofu, their Bamboo prawns...

The people behind it all........featuring...

 

What can I say when I know that I can't say what I really wanna say?(to you)

 

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It's Sunnie Sunnie Sunday!!

 

It's sunday and i feel great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'm up bright and early this morning and now getting ready to go to church........ and it's one beautiful day........

I wanna give thanks for the sun that rise every morning.. for all the small things in life that i've failed to appreciated...

Today...... i wanna stop and smell the flowers....... and I wanna say "God, Thank you..".. :D

Monday Blues

 

The blues are back once again... when I wished my day would pass sooner, faster, quickier( pls dun correct my english, it done on purpose).....

I'm all the way at ulu Tuas........ damn it's depressing.. far far away from civilisation with nearly an hour long cab ride to and from work...

Lunch seems to be always packed and in the form of rice.. noodles or anything kept dry... the atmostphere is somewat different.......

it's a long long day........ i'm dreading dreading dreading tomorrow............

and it ain't any better when you're not ard......... sighz.......................................................

My Birthday 2007... Eighth March Two Thousand Seven

 

First even b4 my day.. I had my two bestest friends Faith and Jiayi celebrating for me at Millenia Walk... we went to Big O... cos b4 that i had too much to eat already.. sorry girls... But I really had a good time... and knowing my vainpotness... they bought beauty products to prolong my eyelashes.. so now I look even more prettier... Hotter and perhaps sexier? lol... but the pics with Jiayi.. pls send me soon yeah!! :D

Then on my actual day... it all started with....

We had a sampler of calamari, sausages, prawns etc; main course was authentic spanish seafood paella..

pls forgive me for being so cheesy.. i was home in my pjs....

There is no word... no words to express my overwhelmness....... none at all....

Then friday was partying the night away at Home Ground Zouk with the Gang and luckily I had Cheryl!! Seems like the rest of my gfs are all happily attached and not into the clubbing scene anymore... They're all damn cute and a ball of fun... and after much to drink I was up and ready!! after we even went for for "Gan Tong" Dim Sum as Stanley puts it!! Pics are with Cheryl.. will put them up once i get it.. cos a picture paints a thousand words..

My Birthday this year was definitely the BESTEST birthday EVER... Thanks You ALL for making it such a Great one!!

but sorry I had to shall leave out some of the names.. ;)

It's time to remember...

 

I wonder if it was true or it would just all go away........ I stared you in the eye with a longing breathe........ of the things which i could never say......... I wanna be true... I do.. yet I'm scared that it'll all go away..........

I just wanna be me......all laid out...... as transparent as an open book......... so that I know at the end of the day.... it'll not just be a fluke...

Some times when things don't go our way... we just need to keep the faith... that we'll all get there some day... some how and some way.....

Like how I've counted the friends whom i think are here to stay.. not too many.. not too few.. just sufficient to keep my thots at bay...

It's all a risk, of uncertainty.. of the future and where we would eventually be... but we all know deep in our hearts that God holds the Great Power that He'll turn things for our good.. come wat may...

A inner peace that I've cling to for my sole survival.. that brought me back to life.. at times i've seem to have forgotten that my life was not lived in vain.. for anyone, anything, any dream.. but for a greater purpose...... one far deeper than i can comprehend.........

I gathered my thots into one this night and hold it up and pray... that i'll never lose them along the way....