A Recap of Last Year's...

 

New Year Resolutions 2005

- Get my priorities right.. God First.. There are improvements but it drizzled and evaporate by the end of the year... God Pls have mercy

- Get job feedback above average.. To excel not just perform on the job.. Well, it's above average but not exceptional. Another point to ponder

- Commitment to my believes.. live for it... no matter wat Yup!! I did it... I wanted to go to Aussie.. and to date i've done my neccessary... Couriered my PR application!

- Broaden my social circle This one I definitely get a High Distinction... Made so many wonderful friends during the year, developed a more deeper relationships with some too.. I'm glad my love for pple hasn't change :)

- Get a serious workout at least once a week + healthy food... Failed and n the verge of giving up.. there is no way you can expect someone who works more than 8 hrs a day to be as toned as another whose career is all about looks, like modelling, trainer... so duh... I think I'm just happy and confident the way I am.. Loving myself as I am is good enough...

- Travel to at least 3 places... I went to Hong Kong, Guangzhou, Australia (Sydney, Melbourne), Malaysia (Near KL, Redang, JB, Desaru)... My life is blessed!

- To let go, forget and start over... I eventually did with someone but it was short lived.. and the cycle starts again.. but this time round, I'm doing much better.. I've achieved wat I needed to and i'm comfortable in my own skin..

- Lose the emotionality... use more analytical aspect in doing things... Less emotional, with maturity and past experiences.. it's a good learning process and my character grows with it.

I think I did fairly well... *pats on the back*.... you win some, you lose some... ;)

X'mas is all abt spreading the love tis season!!

 

The Gang who came for our Last min X'mas gathering... at my place it's just great to be surrounded by friends...

Guess who esle came... Chin Hao &

Aaron... but his eyes is closed...

X'mas is a time for Gathering of Friends and Love ones..

 

Oh how times flies... so much has changed... times just flies by... now Urva is married.. everyone has moved on with their lifes and working... many have changed but some still looking the same.. it's a reminiscence of the time we were back in school and did all the most hilarious things... it's a wonderful gathering and everyone agreed.. too bad some didn't make it... like someone in Aussie.. perhaps can do one when you're back!! :D

I've been so busy with so many things.. I really lost my urge to blog.. time is just too precious... and perhaps this blog will go dead pretty soon... so enjoy it while it lasts... lol......

Rantings

 

I'm soooo tired and it's only monday... this week is going to be a long long long busy busy busy tiring week..... cos...

• Tomorrow got an exhibition at 8am!!!
• the job is only 1 week.. whereas i think there are 2 week worth of work to be done
• I've other 3 jobs to follow-up : 1 certification, 2 other pre-finals
• Lots of Coaching Notes to clear
• My PR stuff to prepare
• My bills that i've yet to pay

These all clash with my well plan week of

• CG
• X'mas dinner with my babes
• Sec sch Gathering
• Co's Bash
• Mel's Wedding Dinner

I shall tell myself that this week i'll just work til dawn and recuperate next week cos i'll be on LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but now it seems that i might have to come back to work on certain days.... wtf?!?!...

I just need to SHOUT OUT LOUD.................... and hope that tomorrow will be a better day...

Who says I can't get great food and company?!?!

 

Up to Measure?

 

The weekend is here again and it been quite a roll! from meeting my beloved cruz to old sch mates to my babe.... tomorrow is Church and my little james birthday birthday... I feel so loved and fulfilled... Life is full circle....

I've went out with no intention to get anyting but bought my beauty products and a new little black dress... wonder if i shld wear it for X'mas or New Year?! lol....

When the rest of the world are comparing pay and job scope..... I dunno why it just doesn't seem as important to me.. not that it's not important..... But I do feel out of place sometimes in this world of ours...

As I crave for other intangibles such as job satifaction, friendly colleagues... nice client.. good TIC and a knowledgeable manager... and of cos a cool partner... a good job environment... at the same time I do wish the best for any friend even if they beat me or are better than me... no qualms abt it! and this post is in no way targeted at anyone... just the awkardness of myself when it comes to such conversations....

I embarrased to say that i don't feel the urge to ask able another's salary, their job details and just like to leave work aside on weekend... except the "juicy bits" of cos....

I guess maybe cos I'm not in search of a change in job... just another country; at the moment... am I just not competitive? I don't think so but perhaps i favour positive competition like knowing that doing my job well would show up in some way in my work done... maybe i'm just naive and stuff like this don't exist all the time in reality... but some say ignorance is bliss... and for me probably.. Focus is Key.. on the "right" things of cos...

Perhaps the inspirational talk given by this old partner who joined the firm since 1972 and it's his first and last job.. his life story and speech may have inspired me.... Quote "Our value increases Exponentially if we'll willing to stay here"... but I guess i need more time to evaluate...... But another Qn is that do i make the cut? or measure up? For now I just need to not think abt this...... cos the weekend is not yet over.. and it's time to lay back and relax...

Hope you all have a good weekend too! :D