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Simple Thoughts.... Complex Thinking..... In Search For An Answer |
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~* Wednesday, September 26, 2007 *~ ~* Tuesday, September 25, 2007 *~ The past weeks have been a upheaval of happiness from my beloved.. improving by leaps and bounds... all it requires is a little more thought and some love with a pinch of salt....... :D And the week started back at a old place... of follow ups back to haunt... yet with an old face of familarity... with that aroma of freshly ground coffee from spinelli's.. all on the house.... The week is gonna end with blissful get togethers........... and a tender farewell........... of a dear friend... she's off to another land.......... of new oppotunities and beginnings.. I'm gonna miss ya Gie!! With "Xiao Pang"... high pitch singalongs... and his cutesy smile......... holding him in my arms... makes my world a brighter place... I'm happy things are moving along as they are now.... a balance of both highs and lows... sprinkled with friendship, love and fondness....... ~* Wednesday, September 19, 2007 *~ There is no problem too big... when you put your heart to it..... And when you know that God has it all Planned Holding it in His hands.... ~* Monday, September 10, 2007 *~ Whines.. moans.. complains or laments About work, love, play & life We're all standing amidst our Quaterlife.... Expectations paced against the stresses of everyday livin' Choices spatter our decision plates of insatiable appetite.... We want, we need, we think we deserve it all at the mercy of one another... As we tread lightly on shallow waters... A strain of dispair, discouragement & disappointment stains our clear white pillar of confidence As we fight each step of growth of advancement We cling to necessity to work, to strive for that one single dream of 5 Cs, balanced life and wholesome family Nothin's Gd Enuff... as daily toil erodes the already faded future of what we intend to be... My friends all we have is to count on each other to make each day a little brighter & more liveable.. As we find meaning in this existence of passing this phrase of uncertainty Cos we're never alone... Just woven together in our hearts by this bond... Walking hand in hand down the yellow brick road... This is dedicated to all my friends who are dry in the spirit, who are lost in their lives, who are discouraged in love.. Just want to say you're not alone... and to hold comfort in the knowing that we can all pull thru this together!! ~* Saturday, September 08, 2007 *~ I'm starting to realised alot of things about life... like how we can't always pre-empt all situations or how others respond to us... but I always tell myself that... No matter wat I do.. I just need to do it from the heart... at times it's a tough call... when you're exposed to such vulnerability... Some i've spoken words of humility.. plucking up every ounce of courage.. putting down my pride.. inspired by the messaged of "Forgiveness" preached... & I'm glad I did... Others i've let them go... cos some things are better left unsaid... This week has been draining.. now down and out with flu and cough... all raved up to go party previous night.. only to be weathered down with tissues and cough drops... However, today was a rare opportunity to learn from hotel chef... to master the art of culinary... preparing the dishes which includes the "tempura", "tom yam soup" and "chilli crabs"... One day I shall cook for my beloved.. and that'll be from my heart too.. cos as u know cooking is not my speciality... :P I want to thank God from my heart.. for this life, this love, this air I breathe... of freedom.. of happiness.. of peace to know that He loves me too... :D ~* Wednesday, September 05, 2007 *~ China's Fastest Train.. up to 400++km/hr The rest of the group! The tour guide call us the "lou da mei nu".. lol... At the "Wu" village in Suzhou... They buy things in pairs... works out well from the looks of it.. keke Per special request from Jia Yi.. the night scenic view of Shanghai at night... it's beautiful! Outside the Examination Hall where "Liang Shan-Po And Chu Ying-Tai," aka "The Butterfly Lovers" met.. The love story is about a pair of students at a university in Hangchow, one, Chu Ying-Tai, a female disguised as a man in order to gain entry into the school fell in love with Liang Shan-Po.... so romantic......... Where we learn about the appreciation of tea.. apparently you can eat tea leaves!! It's good for health... so don't waste ur tea leaves! "I am a teapot, short and stout...." hee hee... This is the Art Professor who gave up his career to paint crystal balls to raise funds to maintain the Nanjing Bridge so that the commoner won't have to be taxed on it... This legendary beast.. I forgot the name.. heh.. suppose to bring good fortune. health etc etc.. but I say "Slay the Beast!!" I'm in Paris!! under the famous Arch... ~* Monday, September 03, 2007 *~ Bleak darkness glares back at me At night in the starry sky A single star shinning tides each from both sides A forged closeness of unity A certain kind of emptiness left standing alone and unfilled yielding out in the blistering cold Like a diamond which doesn't shine A sea without its cool calm breeze A portrait of colours of black, white & grey A world of dark mistique of a future unkown It weighs down on one's shoulders As tears poured without a care, a gentle touch, or grace curled up in bed another sleepless night the soul fights One sided efforts of heartfelt thots, acts & gifts Greeted with the slient cold quietness of appreciation While the earth moves still in motion with the raging of wars both spiritual & physical My life standstills against petty insignificance As it struggles to acknowledge my hopelessness Cos of ignorance, insensitivity, lack of words, reciprocration an inability to comprehend the truth from perception I flee from confrontation it being the only solution? its painful ways only digs my wounds deeper I could only hum a little prayer for some light, love, wisdom & grace Like no other |
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